It's been a few weeks and the fight was long resolved, but there are other issues looming.
He is going through something he says, and he has reacted by totally shutting me out. I think that while it's fine to need your space, shutting someone out is totally selfish. It's bothering me. It's not fair. I'm torn between not wanting to waste my time and get my heart broken, and wanting to be there for him and see this through. When it was good, it was really good. I don't meet men I can talk to easily. It's rarity and I want to keep that, if I can. I don't want to throw something away because of a rough patch, but is this a rough patch or is it him just being an asshole? I can't tell.
This is so emo. Ha.
