It's been a week since I accidentally forwarded M a message saying 'M is being bitchy' (which he was but that's beside the point) and he's still mad. I'm totally upset about it, and I don't know what to do. The general consensus is to make him a cake, so I guess I will do that because I don't know anything else to do. I want to make some grand gesture showing him I'm not a complete bitch and I'm sorry for being insensitive, so I guess this is the way to do this.
I hate being a girl. I think about these things way too much and analyse them to death. I can't just brush things off, when I really care. If I just brush it off, either I really don't care at all, or it -looks- like I brushed it off when really I'm totally beating myself up about it in my head.
I have horrible PMS, which doesn't help the matter. I'm always so emotional during this time of the month, and both emotionally and physically this is the WORST period I've had since my teen years. I'm totally irrational and I keep crying. I feel like a right idiot.
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